dream boy

in my dream you were behind me
gripping me violently and growling in my ear
licking my neck and kissing me

the force of your kiss propelled us
through a hallway, twilight air grinning
as i felt the burn of your torso against mine

even though i liked it at first
your tongue soon became something
alarming, boring into my skull

trying to push you off
why are you doing this
in front of everyone?

a circle of chairs and
blank, parental faces looking up at us
two empty, one for you and one for me

i think am scratching and hitting you
getting nowhere with my blows
i feel no difference between pleasure
and pain

as you cling tighter and tighter,
coming into me
soon unable to tell whether it's me or you who won't let go.